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Mataku sudah buta Hatiku sudah mati Sumpah i love you, i need you, i miss you -MahaDewi- Dearest : Bebe-ku sayang…hubby ku tercinta…makasih untuk semuanya, n i hate you 4 makin’ me addicted 2 u…hahahaha Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga Kali ini hampir habis dayaku Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat -dewi dee- That's how much I love you That's how much I need you And I can’t stand you Must everything you do Make me wanna smile? Can I not like you for a while? No... but you won’t let me You upset me boy then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forget that I was upset Can’t remember what you did But I hate it You know exactly what to do So that I can’t stay mad at you For too long, that’s wrong But I hate it You know exactly how to touch So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more So I despise that I adore you And I hate how much I love you boy I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you boy But I just can’t let you go And I hate that I love you so.. And you completely know the power that you have The only one that makes me laugh Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I Love you beyond the reason why And it just ain’t right And I hate how much I love you boy I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you boy But I just can’t let you go But I hate that I love you so One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me And your kiss won’t make me weak But no one in this world knows me the way you know me So you’ll probably always have a spell on me.. That’s how much I love you How much I need you That’s how much I need you That’s how much I love you That’s how much I need you And I hate that I love you sooo... And I hate how much I love you boy I can’t stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you boy But I just can’t let you go And I hate that I love you so And I hate that I love you so.. so.. -rihanna feat. ne- yo- i hate how much i love u beb... DEAREST : Juanes
Para tu amor lo tengo todo Un corazón que se muere por dar amor Y para tu amor que me ilumina Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor Para tu amor lo tengo todo Tengo mi vida toda entera a tus pies Un corazón que se muere por dar amor Yo te quiero porque tu dolor es mi dolor for your love, i have and i also have a heart that dies to give love for your love there are no goodbyes i also have a heart that dies to give love for that reason i love you so much and i don’t know for your love i have it all and i also have a heart that dies to give love for that reason i love you so much and i don’t know Makasih bebe…buat semuanya…thx 4 luvin me…4  me and him... ps : ni lagu beneran ungkapan jiwa bgt…buat kamu
pagi ini…dia nyamper ke rumah…maunya g, jaga jarak dan perlahan melupakan dan menyudahi semuanya…pas ngeliat dia,pengen rasanya g tampar aja tuh muka…pengen bgt g nonjok2in dia karena dah nyakitin g…tapi g ga bisa apa2…dia peluk g…ga g bales…dia pegang tangan g juga g cuekin…he even say sorry,but g ga dengerin…sampe akhirnya g ga tahan…pertahanan g jebol juga, nangis lagi g…g ga bisa cuekin dia…g ga bisa…g sayang bgt ma dia…dan kalo g milih untuk nyudahin hubungan g juga ga akan memperbaiki keadaan kan?…dia akan terluka namabah2in traumanya dia, dan g juga akan ancur dan nambah2in trauma g…lagian…G GA BISA…g sayang banget ma dia…lagian g dah janji ke diri g sendiri buat giving my best kan…apa kata dunia kalo g mundur sekarang ??? tembok yg dah g bangun ancur sendiri tadi…i love him…yah…ancur sekali lagi gpp kan? well…let’s start sumthing new then…. Oh I can't take another heartacheThough you say you're my friendI'm at my wits endYou say your love is bonafideBut that don't coincideWith the things that you doAnd when I ask you to be niceYou say you gotta be Cruel to be kind, in the right measureCruel to be kind, it's a very good signCruel to be kind, means that I love youBaby (you gotta be cruel)You gotta be cruel to be kind Well I do my best to understand dearBut you still mystify, and I wanna know whyI pick myself up off the groundTo have you knock me back downAgain and againAnd when I ask you to explainYou say you gotta be Cruel to be kind, in the right measureCruel to be kind, it's a very good signCruel to be kind, means that I love youBaby (you gotta be cruel)You gotta be cruel to be kind Well I do my best to understand dearBut you still mystify, and I wanna know whyI pick myself up off the groundTo have you knock me back downAgain and againAnd when I ask you to explainYou say you gotta be Cruel to be kind, in the right measureCruel to be kind, it's a very good signCruel to be kind, means that I love youBaby (you gotta be cruel)You gotta be cruel to be kind (Cruel to be kind), in the right measure(Cruel to be kind), it's a very, very, very good sign(Cruel to be kind), means that I love youBaby (you gotta be cruel) You gotta be cruel to be kind -letters to cleo- what do you think ??? “I wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they’re supposed to have.”
i wonder…if he just know that quotes… todae…i wish it’s just a nightmare…tapi ternyata nggak… setelah sekian lama g ga menangis nyampe tersedu2 ampe keselek2…akhirnyaaaa ga tahan juga… mungkin seharusnya g ga ‘fallin’ 4 him…seharusnya g tetep kekeuh perjuangin manusia reptil itu, seharusnya semua ini ga pernah terjadi…seharusnya kita tetep temenan aja…ga lebih… suddenly… i hate the fact that he’s the only one i feel most comforable with… i hate the fact that i can just being myself when i’m with him… i hate the fact that i’m so fuckin miss him when he’s not around… i hate the fact that he already win my heart over… i hate the fact that he’s the one that make me cry yet he’s the one that can stop me from cryin… i hate the fact that i already love him so much…
kenapa g bodoh bgt…kenapa sebegitu cepet g melting…kenapa g mau aja selalu ngalah… even as his girl… dia masih lebih suka dengerin omongan orang lain…daripada yakin sama yg kita punya?, daripada nanya ke g…daripada mikirin perasaan g…dan guess what…sekarang RAMALAN yang dia percaya itu malah jadi kenyataan…kalo aja dia ga percaya…kalo aja dia yakin sama apa yang dia punya…mungkin hal tersebut ga akan terjadi…
YA TUHAAAAN…apa lagi sih yang mao lo kasi tunjuk ke g? berapa kali lagi g musti ancur? mungkin mang g kali ya yg bego…ga seharusnya g secepat itu melting…kalo g blon sayang ma dia…pasti ga sebegini sakit…
I REALLY NEED TO SMOKE… dunno what to do now…i still love him…definately yes…but i can’t stand another heartache…
so…can i trust my heart in u…4 a lifetime ???
The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some But I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment people dance and singWe're just one big familyAnd it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fateI'm yours *scat* I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and I laughed I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue But I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot waitI'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours so please don't, please don't, please don't, there's no need to complicate, Cause our time is short This, this, this is our fate, I'm yours -jason mraz- … cuma aku pengen kamu tau aja… akhir-akhir ini kamu sibuk sama urusan kamu… aku kangen sama sambutan pagi hari ketika bangun tidur disambut dengan sms "bebe…miss u…love u…dah bangun belum? lagi ngapaen? kangen kamu nih…"(secara akhir2 ini ‘ritual’ itu udah jarang kita lakukan kan ya…dan despite kamu yang keabisan pulsa pagi ini…) is it wrong ?… yes…u will always be the first one to knoe how i feel…what i’ve been trough…no one else…especially what i feel 4 u…i won’t hide it from u anymore… aku cuma maw kamu tau…aku beneran mau berusaha untuk hubungan ini…aku sayang kamu beb…dan mungkin itu yang bikin aku kadang bertindak bodoh…maaf bgt… aku masih akan terus sayang kamu beb…moga2 untuk seterusnya…selamanya…sampe tua kan kata kamu…i just hope so…jangan capek untuk nguatin aku ya… sayang kamu sangat beb…maaf ya…atas semuanya… he’s never on my list… until…one day… 2 minggu kemudian… besoknya… hari itu pertama kalinya dia ngaku… how can i refuse 2 fall ? hardly believe dat i’m finally fallin… if u ask… walaupun masi ga tau apa yg dibikin ma TUHAN after dis… Never knew I could feel like thisLike I've never seen the sky beforeWant to vanish inside your kissEvery day I love you more and moreListen to my heart, can you hear it sing?Telling me to give you everythingSeasons may change, winter to springBut I love you until the end of time Come what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying day Suddenly the world seems such a perfect placeSuddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around you And there's no mountain too highNo river too wideSing out this song, and I'll be there by your sideStorm clouds may gather,And stars may collide But I love you (I love you)Until the end of time (until the end of time) Come what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying day Oh, come what mayCome what mayI will love you, oh I will love you Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place Come what mayCome what mayI will love you until my dying day -moulin rouge- love u bebe... I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better
You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain
You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world To find something like what we have I know people will try, try to divide something so real So till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for u
Oh oh oh oh oh…
-alicia keys-
to my hubby wannabe...bebe...kita berjuang bareng yaa...
ak pernah ku bayangkan perlahan duka pun pergi
takkan ku lepas lagi
sepanjang usia sepanjang usia perlahan duka pun pergi -kerispatih- buat : bebe-ku…bisa ga ya kita begini mpe tuwa? luv u hun… Dengan nafasmu aku hidup Bersama dirimu aku tegar Dan biarkan aku mencintaimu
Ketika kau ada disampingku Dan biarkan aku mencintaimu -samsons- buat : bebe…my hubby wannabe…luv u boo… somethin’ in your eyes makes me wanna lose myself if you knew how lonely my life has been it feels like home to me, it feels like home to me a window breaks, down a long, dark street well if you knew how much this moment means to me -chantal kreviazuk- bebe…makasih ya…love u so much beb…very thankful i found u at last… Is this a dream If it is Please don't wake me from this high I'd become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe
You found me When no one else was looking How did you know just where I would be Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me
So here we are And that's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back, I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe
You found me When no one else was looking How did you know just where I would be Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me
And I was hiding Till you came along And showed me where I belong You found me When no one else was lookingHow did you know, how did you know
You found me When no one else was lookingHow did you know just where I would be Yeah, you broke through all of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me
You found me (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me
-kelly clarkson-
buat bebe...makasih cintanya beb...thanks buat semuanya...you really found me beb, u even climb my wall...thanks for really look deep inside of me beb...I LOVE U...
I got lost, couldn't find my wayAnd I guess there's nothing more to sayLove can make you blind, make you act so strangeBut I'm here and here I will stay
So everyday I cry (everday...)Yes everyday I fall (everyday...)Do you ever wonder whywhy I love everything about you
But everyday I say I'll try to make my heart be still'til then every way there is to cryourselves to sleep we will
It picked me up, knocked me off my feetI've got no way to explainStill I love you, love you, love you but this fire insideWill never see the light of day
So everyday goes by (everday...)And everyday I fall (everyday...)It makes me wonder why,My life's worth nothing without you
But everyday I say I'll tryTo make my heart be still'cos every way there is to cry,Ourselves to sleep, we will
You'll never know, no, no, no, no, noYou'll never know just how close we wereYou'll never know, no, no, no, no, noYou'll never knowNo you'll never see
(instrumental break)
The book closes and we try to forgetBut I know that things won't changeHow we feel, how life goes onAnd that seems so strange
And so the light fades away (everyday...)Try, try, try as I may (everyday...)I can't stop thinking about youIt seems my life's worth nothing without you
But everyday I say I'll tryTo make my heart be still'til then every way there is to cry,Ourselves to sleep, we will
Everyday, everyday you know I try so hardEveryday, everyday it gets a little harder
-phil collins-
love dis song so much...huhuhu...beautiful song....
When everything is cloudy, and the sun won't shine for meAnd it seems like nothing's goin' right, there's a place I wantto beJust laying there beside you in the shelter of your roomI leave the world outside your door, lose myself in you
When you're in my arms, I find all that I needI could never live without the heaven that you showed me
I've been waiting all my life, just to look into your eyesOnly for the time alone with youAnd when I climb the stairs to find you, and we reach for thelightI thank God I've got this time alone with you
Your kiss can captivate me, and your touch can set me freeI count the hours, baby, till you are next to meAnd it's taken such a long time, to find someone thatunderstandsWhen I reach out for love now, I reach out for your hand
When I feel your heart beat, it makes me come aliveI don't wanna live without something that is so right
I've been waiting all my life, just to look into your eyesOnly for the time alone with you'Cos everytime I see your face, all my troubles fade awayOnly for the time alone with youAnd when I climb the stairs to find you, and we reach for thelightI thank God I've got this time alone with you
-bad english-
-nice song...daleeem bgt neee maknanya...sial...kenapa kalo gue nonton bandnya bimo maen selaluuuu aja dapet lagu2 dalem...monyeeettt...-
i’m the greatest clown… i may look selfish…and so self centered… do you ? d’you see trough me? life all about choices…n HE won’t let you just be smooth coz HE just so fuckin psycho… but do you know?? do you see what lies beyond the wall ??? and do you ever for once…ASK…??? n well listened… do you…. do you see that… if u pass…than thankful for it…you’ve learn a valuable lesson… but do you…. so i’m just the clown…the messenger of it all…
to those who really need…those who can’t see trough the glasses…those who can’t be patience enough to be there…those who don’t want to learn and just wait for others to solve it for them…WELCOME TO THE TWISTED WORLD… I had no choice but to hear you You treat me like I’m a princess You’ve already won me over in spite of me Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You’ve already won me over in spite of me You are the bearer of unconditional things You’re the best listener that I’ve ever met I’ve never felt this healthy before You’ve already won me over in spite of me -alanis morrisette- head over feet about u…love u… This is the place where I sit,This is the part where I love you too much.Is this as hard as it gets?'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm toughI'm here if you want meI'm yours, you can hold meI'm empty and achin'and tumblin' and breakin'
'Cause you don't see meAnd you don't need meAnd you don't love meThe way I wish you wouldThe way I know you could
I dream a world where you understandI dream a million sleepless nightsI dream of fire when you're touching my handBut it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and fadedIt's too complicatedIs this how the book ends?Nothing but good friends?
'Cause you don't see meAnd you don't need meAnd you don't love meThe way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heartThis is the place where I'm falling apartIsn't this just where we met?And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?I wish I was lonelyInstead of just only-Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
Cause you don't see meAnd you don't need meAnd you don't love meThe way I wish you would
Cause you don't see meAnd you don't need meAnd you don't love meThe way I wish you wouldThe way I know you could
-JOSIE AND THE PUSSYCAT-
the truth is...i'm in love with you...yes all of you...still...
Whenever I'm wearyFrom the battles that rage in my headYou make sense of madnessWhen my sanity hangs by a threadI lose my way but still you seem to understandNow and forever I will be your man
Sometimes I just hold youToo caught up in me to seeI'm holding a fortuneThat heaven has given to meI'll try to show you each and every way I canNow and forever I will be your man
Now I can rest my worries and always be sureThat I won't be alone anymoreAnd if I'd only known you were there all the timeAll this time
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sandNow and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man
-richard marx-
ditujukan untuk yang selalu memanggil gue dengan sebutan "cah!" mang kangkung di cah? dalem bo liriknya...hahaha pisss
Oceans apart, day after dayAnd I slowly go insaneI hear your voice on the lineBut it doesn't stop the painIf I see you next to neverHow can we say forever
Wherever you goWhatever you doI will be right here, waiting for youWhatever it takesOr how my heart breaksI will be right here, waiting for you
I took for granted, all the timesThat I thought would last, some howI hear the laughter, I taste the tearsBut I can't get near you nowOh, can't you see it babyYou've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you goWhatever you doI will be right here, waiting for youWhatever it takesOr how my heart breaksI will be right here, waiting for you
I wonder how we can surviveThis romanceBut in the end, if I'm with youI'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it babyYou've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you goWhatever you doI will be right here, waiting for youWhatever it takesOr how my heart breaksI will be right here, waiting for youWaiting for you
-richard marx-
curahan hati seseorang kepada seseorang... ;p piss men...hahaha
..Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air.. If I should die before I wake I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave ..But how do you expect me Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Got me out here in the water so deep I walked,I ran, I jumped, I flew But somehow I’m still alive inside ..So how do you expect me Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air Got me out here in the water so deep -jordin sparks feat.chris brown- it’z no air when u’re not there… If tomorrow never comes If tomorrow never comes Oh it’s you-ou-oooou Oh it’s you-ou-oooou -michelle branch- mizz u lotz…love u lotz… Listen To the song here in my heart A melody I start but can't complete Listen To the sound from deep within It's only beginning to find release Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own all 'cause you won't listen Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind You should have known - Oh Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what you made of me I followed the voice you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own You should have listened There is someone here inside Someone I thought had died so long ago Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard They will not be pushed aside or worseInto your own all 'cause you won't listen Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind You should have know Oh, now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what you made of me I followed the voice you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own I don't know where I belong But I'll be moving on If you don't, if you won't Listen To the song here in my heart A melody I start But I will complete - Oh Now I'm done believing you You dont know what I'm feeling I'm more than what you made of me I followed the voice you think you gave to me But now I gotta find my own My own -beyonce- how come you had time to make another girl fall in love with you, I guess I wasn’t good enough for you. You have so many questions About what is beyond. Sometimes you just feel It’s hard to just go on. sometimes your mind doesn’t want you to be in love… I finally found someone new, no matter how long i wait for you, I’ll tell it rather simply who do you turn to how could I believe you? thanks for being the friend, Love Is Like Falling Down.. In The End You Left Hurt, Scarred And With A Memory Of It Forever miles may be between us Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true because damn…wish u could hear it… @ X’Mas Eve… agak sakit… sakit…but eniwei…best x’mas ever…coz i spend it wit my closest friends n my so called brothers…especially i can talk wit DYA… @ New Year Eve… 31 in da morning… piss off gara2 kartu remi tiba2 raib sebiji dengan mistisnya… 31 in da afternoon… wake up… 31 in da evening… pindah villa… 31 in da night… bakar ayam dan masak indomie… wat a new year…sekali lagi…g seneng bisa ngelaluin bareng mereka…walau dah banyak yang berubah dalam pertemanan kita…g seneng g juga dah blajar banyak… they’re the best…ever… hope it will never change… thanx guys…4 keepin it real…4 being derre 4 me even in my worse attitude…love ya’ll… n 4 the 3 muskeeteers…love ya’ll…thx 4 knowing me so well…take care of me…n always being derre even when i act lyk a jerk…love ya’ll so much… I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better
You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain
You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world To find something like what we have I know people will try, try to divide something so real So till the end of time I’m telling you there is no one
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for
Oh oh oh oh oh…
-alicia keys-
apa artinya hidup buat lo?… jawabannya pasti macem2… tapi… tadi siang ada kejadian yang bener2 bikin gue bete… TEMEN GUE NGILANG…(ditelponin ga bisa…kaga blk mlm sblmnya…) yah standar si…(kalo kata hento…"tungguin aja sampe besok…kalo kaga nongol juga…baru de lo panik"…hehe) yang ga standar adalah… - beberapa kali dia ngomong mau ‘pergi’ (ok…creepy…kamana atuh?dunia laen???) GUE PANIK…SUMPAH…(mana gue masi ngutang narot pula sama dia…) BERAKHIRLAH HARI LIBUR GUE YANG INDAH…. langsung ngampus lah gue dengan paniknya, plus sempet bikin fugi juga ikut panik… nyampe di kampus… BERUSAHA STAY COOL…HARUS COOL…BIAR MIKIR JERNIH… TAK TAUNYAAAA…. BEBERAPA JAM KEMUDIAN…si mia disuru ke plangi sama kodong…ALONE…mia dan kita dah curiga si… TERNYATA…. anak ilang itu BERADA DI SANA…dan (yah walaupun keliatan abis curhat si…dan nangis…) NYENGIR ngeliat gue… SLAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE kalo aja ada senapan otomatis deket gue udah g tembakin aja tuh anak biar mati!!!! DAH BIKIN ORANG SEKAMPUNG PANIK MASI KETAWA PULA… MAKASIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII MALES BANGET…. MATI AJA SANA… g paling benci sama orang yang GA BISA NGEHARGAIN HIDUPNYA !!!!! kalo semua masalah cuma lo tinggal kabur? i was once lyk dat…. even when he died… DIA BENERAN IDUP BUAT ORANG LAIN…bukan buat dirinya sendiri… 7/8 orang yang ngelayat…matanya bengkak semua…ketauan abis nangis yang parah bgt…dan BANYAK DARI MEREKA JUGA YANG COWOK!!! SEJAK ITU… G BRENTI MENYESALI DIRI BUAT GUE…DIA MASIH JADI LEGEND DI HATI GUE… DIA…BENERAN MATI…JADI WINNER… g masih suka trauma ngebahas ini…krn g br bisa ngerelain dia after 3 tahun lamanya…dan bener2 naek turun bgt dah idup gue… gara2 hal goblok yang dilakuin anak ilang bego itu…LUKA INI KEBUKA LAGI… "DIE as a buat depok…g capek ngmg sama lo…gue capek sayang sama lo…krn percuma juga…lo juga ga tau kalo banyak yang sayang sama lo…bahkan gue ragu lo tau apa itu sayang… -memories of GOENZ 13 july 2000, bro…i’ve already become sumthin now…n i already knoe why do u love ur life so much…i still live…n still 4 the next 100 years again i hope… aku baru menyadarinya…. aku membutuhkannya…semakin ingin terus bersamanya… aku hanya ingin terus bersamanya…berada bersamanya saat dia sedih… aku hanya ingin bersamanya… aku tak sanggup kehilangannya lagi… setelah sekian lama… g mulae goyah lagi…mulae ga kuat…really2 tired…and those whose around me…doesn’t really helping at all…some of them malah buat semuanya even worse… capek rasanya…beban ini ga nambah enteng…dan makin dikit manusia yang bisa diajak berbagi…sebel banget… AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…. saatnya g ‘jackpot’ neh…roller coaster g dah bikin g masuk angin…sebel bgt…sayangnya…g ga boleh berhenti di sini…belum boleh… sedikit menyesal c…knapa yang denger g banjir2 nangis malah DYA…but…he do make me feel so comfortable…ga salah kalo dulu g sayang bgt sama dya…yah sampe detik ini juga sih…sayangnya waktu ga bisa diputer balik kan? masa g bareng sama dya dah lewat…dan ga akan pernah balik lagi… back to the topic… GUE KUESEEEELLLL… kesel aja…ga tau kenapa… ya udah ganti topik… eniweiiii…. Yvaine: Tristan: Yvaine: Tristan: tuh quotes dari stardust…ada yang tau kenapa gue suka…hmmm…maybe u must see another one… Yvaine: ternyata rasa ingin memiliki yang perlu dibuktikan…bukan cinta… gitu deh… pokoknya gitu… … well…gitu lah pokoknya…
btw…oh yah…temanku ada yang hamil lagi…senangnya…huhuhuhu…makin ngingetin aja kalu g dah tua…bete…huahahaha I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt
still…i don’t have to mention who u are rete…coz u must knoe who u are… somebody told me that…what u see it’s not always what u get… well…that’s the first rule for knowing me… i’m not as simple as i may seem… the question is…are you ready to take on dis adventure with me ? i may seem not to care bout everything… i may not feel how u feel… i knoe… i’m a beautiful disaster myself ,you see ??? 19.11.2007 You're a falling starYou're the getaway carYou're the line in the sandWhen I go to farYou're the swimming poolOn an august dayAnd you're the perfect thing to say And you play it coy but it's kinda cuteOh when you smile at me you know exactly what you doBaby don't pretend that you don't know it's trueCause you can see it when I look at you And in this crazy lifeAnd through these crazy timesIt's youIt's youYou make me singYou're every lineYou're every wordYou're everything You're a carouselYou're a wishing wellAnd you light me upWhen you ring my bellYou're a mysteryYou're from outer spaceYou're every minute of my every day And I can't believe that I'm your manAnd I get to kiss you baby just because I canWhatever comes our way We'll see it throughAnd you know that's what our love can do And in this crazy lifeAnd through these crazy timesIt's youIt's youYou make me singYou're every lineYou're every wordYou're everything And so la la la laSo la la la la And in this crazy lifeAnd through these crazy timesIt's youIt's youYou make me singYou're every lineYou're every wordYou're everything You're every songAnd I sing alongCause you're my everything Yeah, yeah So la la la laSo la la la la -michael buble- U are my everything...now...and then...do u notice do u realize it ??? The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself in center Clarity, peace, serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses the blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown. Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses the blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home It's getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself in center Clarity, peace, serenity Yeah
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses the blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
La da da da da da
-FERGIE-
not gonna cry again...it's a must...rete...
I never knew,I never knew that everything,Was falling through.That everyone I knew,Was waiting on a cue,To turn and run,When all I needed was the truth.
But that's how it's got to be.It's coming down to,Nothing more than apathy.I'd rather run the other way,Than stay and see,The smoke and who's still,Standing when it clears.
And everyone knows I'm in,Over my head.Over my head.With eight seconds left in overtime,he's on your mind.he's on your mind.
Let's rearrange.I wish you were a stranger,I could disengage.Just say that we agree,And then never change. Soften a bit,Until we all just get along.
But that's disregard.You find another friend,And you discard,As you lose the argument,In a cable car,Hanging above,As the canyon comes between.
And everyone knows I'm in,Over my head.Over my head.With eight seconds left in overtime,he's on your mind.he's on your mind.
And everyone knows I'm in,Over my head.Over my head.With eight seconds left in overtime,he's on your mind.he's on - oh.
And suddenly,I become a part of your past.I'm becoming the part,That don't last.I'm losing you,And its effortless.
Without a sound,We lose sight of the ground,In the throw around.Never thought that you wanted,To bring it down.I won't let it go down,'Till we torch it ourselves.
And everyone knows I'm in,Over my head.Over my head.With eight seconds left in overtime,he's on your mind.he's on your mind.
Everyone knows,he's on your mind Everyone knows,I'm in over my head.I'm in over my head.I'm in over my...
And everyone knows I'm in,Over my head.Over my head.With eight seconds left in overtime,he's on your mind.he's on your mind.
-the fray-
you're over my head...over my head...still...
It's late and I'm feeling so tired Having trouble sleeping This constant compromise Between thinking and breathing
Could it be I'm suffering Because I'll never give in Won't say that I'm falling in love Tell me I don't see myself Couldn't I blame something else Don't say I'm falling in love
Some kind of therapy Is all I need Please believe me Some instant remedy That can cure me completely
Could it be I'm suffering Because I'll never give in Won't say that I'm falling in love Tell me I don't see myself Couldn't I blame something else Don't say I'm falling in love
Cause I've been there before And It's not enough So nobody say it Don't even say it I got my eyes shut Whoah, no Whoah, no, I'm not in love.
Could it be I'm suffering Because I'll never give in Won't say that I'm falling in love Tell me I don't see myself Couldn't I blame something else Don't say I'm falling in love
-corrine bailey rae-
i told you before rete...i'm not in love... (masih kekeuh...)
aku bahagia dengar kata cintamu ini begitu salah tapi ini juga aku bahagia dengar kata cintamu bahwa tak hanya diriku yang menangis ini begitu salah tapi ini juga ini begitu salah tapi ini juga ini begitu salah tapi ini juga -dewi dewi- gimana coba kalo kaya gini keadaannya??? sebenernya g ga begitu suka bunga…(except all dat come in crimson red colour ;p) but i found it so amusing aja kalo ternyata…flowers can do tell many things…dan bikin g jadi suka sama bunga…
Seandainya dapat kumelukiskan Namun kupendam rasa Percayalah kasih cinta tak harus memiliki Seharusnya kau pun menyadari Namun kupendam rasa -ecoutez- ya…ya…akhirnya g lagi kan yang musti ngalah…te amo… ring ring held up
knock knock bang bang and all the beauty thing she did to you and when i see that smile upon your face -d’cinnamons- duh…can’t tell deh…beside i’m skeptical aniwae rete…sumtimes it’s hurt ajah… It’s not suppose to feel I feel that I can’t breath I’d try to get you out of my mind take me out of here…take me out of here so long, I’ve blame my self dreamin but you I’m looking for you at many places now you’re out of my world, don’t know -d’cinnamons- i knoe i’m not that tough…and thank u for being with me no matter what… Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die Starlight I will be chasing a starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms My life You electrify my life Let’s conspire to ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive i'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die i'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms -muse- to someone dat brings me to his twisting wonderland,yet still make me feel comfortable... i knoe we're a million lightyears apart...but i just want u to knoe...you are my starlight.... seminggu kemaren dilewati dengan kerja rodi… capek…pastinya… tapi kerja keras itu terbayar…. dari dekil dan gosong kebakar matahari…jempol tipis…dehidrasi…berburu jajanan kampung…kembali urusan sama anak kecil walaupun ga suka…kenal sama orang2 baru dengan idealisme2 mereka…ketemu manusia2 aneh dengan perilaku anehnya…dan kehangatan teman2 lama… ad seseorang pernah bilang "masih banyak kok yang bisa pake hati mereka…" dan gue bilang… "ya moga2 aja…" g masih skeptis…sampe sekarang…dan berada di antara mereka bikin gue sedikit berontak…secuil kecil dalam diri gue…sedikit malu berada di antara mereka yang memilih untuk menggunakan hatinya…sementara gue…memilih untuk mengkristalkannya… ga peduli…cuek…2 hal itu makin mendominasi gue pada saat ini… lebih pedes omongan gue…pastinya… sampai seseorang sempat mengira gue dah ga peduli lagi pada temen deket gue… ga bermaksud sih…tapi memang agak sedikit ‘kejam’ buat sebagian orang…maaf…tapi itu untuk kebaikan kok… g blajar hal lain…hal baru…lumayan lah kerja keras gue terbayar…TUHAN mang masih punya banyak rencana buat gue…satu kali lagi DIA buktiin kalo ketulusan ga pernah salah pilih… dan anak2…seberapa ngebeteinnya dan ngeselinnya mereka sampe minta dipites…senyum2 tulus itu masih milik mereka…satu2nya harta masa kanak2 mereka… moga2…harta itu…ga pernah hilang dan diambil dari gue…seberapa berubahnyapun gue… thx buat temen2 LO dan anak2 LOGISTIK yang datang tak dijemput pulang ngikut2 ;p di Festival Budaya Anak Pinggiran 2007 kmrn, guys…it’s been such a pleasure to work and knoe ya’ll… thx buat EDMON, MITO, BONG, HALOHO (yg udah jadi sarjana teknik tapi masih aja lemah kalo alesannya "banyak cewe cakep loooohhh!!!") yang dah setia bantuin gue(walopun dateng always telat bgt) dari nebengin gue balik sampe bantu2 lipetin brosur dan masangin steger…dan masih setia ngingetin gue minum obat dan istirahat cukup…makasih…bantuin gue ngeliwatin seminggu ini ga pake pingsan…dan tepar berkepanjangan… thx buat ORANG2 HEBAT yang ga berasa HEBAT yang udah jadi ‘kaca’ gue seminggu belakangan ini…makasih karena kalian ngingetin kalo masih banyak hal yang bagus walaupun dunia ini dah segitu rusaknya… makasih buat anak2 yang udah mau gue atur2 dan disuru nunggu lama2 dan berpanas2 ria…makasih karena setelah manggung kalian banyak yang teriak "makasih ya kak, dah dibantuin…" dan besoknya ketika bertemu gue berteriak2 manggil2 gue…padahal g males urusan sama anak kecil !!!, nemenin gue maen layangan…makasih ya…adek2 yang ga gue kenal… terakhir…makasih buat orang2 yang dah mau dengerin jokes2 gue walaupun garing…dan ikut menggila karenanya…hahaha TUHAN…BAPAKU…ampun dah…sekali lagi gue kalah!!! siapa aku… dibanding mereka… yang tiap hari mencari makan dengan mengais tanah siapa aku… dibanding mereka… yang selalu berpanas-panas dalam ruang beratapkan awan siapa aku… TERNYATA HIDUP GUE BELON ADA SEUJUNG KUKUNYA…duh…kadang menyesal dah jadi songong sama diri sendiri…padahal dah bagus dikasi idup enak…kadang masih ngeluh… HUH… ga sopan…ayo belajar merendah…Indonesia katanya dulu negara agraria…semuanya bertumpu dari pertanian…tapi seiring pertanian dilupain…ilmu padi juga dilupain…MAKIN BERISI MAKIN MERUNDUK…manaa…yg ada hanya ilmu mall…MAKIN EKSKLUSIF MAKIN TAK TERJAMAH…duh…kangen sama para pak tani… MARI BERAMAI-RAMAI BELAJAR BUAT GA SONGONG LAGI… aku…kamu…kalian…mari kita sama2 belajar… If I'm not in love with you What is this I'm going through, tonight And if my heart is lying then What should I believe in Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you baby Why else do I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you And if I don't need your touch Why do I miss you so much, tonight If it's just infatuation then Why is my heart achin' To hold you forever Give a part of me I thought I'd never Give again to someone I could lose If I'm not in love with you Oh why in every fantasy Do I feel your arms embracing me Lovers lost in sweet desire Oh why in dreams do I surrender Like a little baby Someone help explain this feeling Someone tell me If I'm not in love with you What is this I'm going through, tonight And if my heart is lying then What should I believe in Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you baby Why else do I want you like I, I do If I'm not in love with you -faith hill- english version dari endless storynya Yuna Ito...
untuk seorang yang bikin gue bingung...gue bingung...sumpah...hehehehe
Jul
06
2007
PERFECT STRANGER…new idealism from my PHILOPHOBICAL thang…Posted by: angelthedevilz in UncategorizedDon't tell me your name just use that pretty mouth to kiss me if you wnat this but I want you inside out Start here at the end and later, when we're waking, our bodies still weak we finally meet turn my head and say "We could be perfect strangers, let's spend tonight. We could be perfect strangers, head up; won't you look in my eyes. Don't let this bad world change you. You've got places to go, so much further than I can see. We could be perfect strangers. Thank you for spending one night with me" Let's just keep this simple, in the A.M. it's goodbye. The syrup's so much sweeter when you let the butterly. So spread your wings and go it's better not to know what I'm gonna' miss I'll remember your kiss when I turn my head and say "We could be perfect strangers, let's spend tonight. We could be perfect strangers, head up; won't you look in my eyes. Don't let this bad world change you. You've got places to go, so much further than I can see. We could be perfect strangers. Thank you for spending one night with me" We are passing trains, we are whiplash lovers, we are burning wax, melting all over each other. We could be perfect strangers. Let's spend tonight. We can be perfect strangers. Head up, won't you look in my eyes Everyone wants you. But nobody knows, that you're so alone inside. We could be perfect strangers. Thank you for spending one night. -inxs- dats what i called life...hehehe
nah...it's just appreciation of freedom yang belon nemu tembok...
moga2 ga permanen...hahaha
WHEH…gokil bulan ini…sakiiiittt…saat g masih tenang2 ngarungin idup…TEMEN2 SEANGKATAN GW DAH BANYAK AJA YG MERIT…wahahaha…sakiiiittt…ga kepikiran aja…blm mungkin…hehe…setelah yg kemaren2…lg ilfil berat g sama cowok!makanya gw shock… eniwei…salut salut sam kalian2 yang akan atau sudah menjadi istri dan suami orang dan mulai akan berkeluarga dan sudah mengarungi bahtera rumah tangga… happily ever after ya… dan doakan semoga gw cepat bertobat…WAKAKAKAKAKA … another days…tadinya mau g lewatin dengan bersenang2…tapi ternyata masih ada yang rajin ganggu pikiran g …entah kenapa manusia ini gak kunjung beranjak pergi…bukan…bukan yang ITU…tapi yang INI…manusia bebal satu ini…g ga bisa berhenti mikirin perkembangannya…manusia yang sok super (kaya g)…ga mau berbagi(sama kya g…)….apa kabar jiwa & hatinya yah?
hati…maaf aku pergi…. aku lelah tersakiti…aku lelah mencari… apa maumu yang ingin kau bagi…
maaf aku pergi…
cowok ini introvert sekali….tapi puisi diatas yag dulu dah g patenin buat hati g…jadi ga da artinya kalo nyangkut soal dia…. ga…bukan…bukan…jgn salah sangka…g ga pengen jadi ’seseorang’ buat dia…g cm pengen jadi temen dia aja…lyk wat mas g lakuin ke g…ga ngarep kok…beneran… manusia ini ngingetin g sama Beto, dan diri g sendiri…entah kenapa…Hati g ribut lagi…. g harus gimana??? I can only give you love that lasts forever, And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own For you and you alone That’s all, That’s all.
I can only give you country walks in springtime And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall, And a love whose burning light Will warm the winter night That’s all, That’s all.
There are those I am sure who have told you, They would give you the world for a toy. All I have are these arms to enfold you, And a love time can never destroy. If you’re wondering what I’m asking in return, dear, You’ll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it’s me that you’ll adore, For now and evermore That’s all, That’s all.
If you’re wondering what I’m asking in return, dear, You’ll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it’s me that you’ll adore, For now and evermore That’s all, That’s all.
-MICHAEL BUBLE-
4 : him…that’s all
Mar
08
2007
mengalah selalu jadi yang kedua dan pre-mestruation syndromePosted by: angelthedevilz in Uncategorizedhate it when i’m on my PMS…feel so stupid…all of sudden aja my mood takin’ over and controlling me…
but…on some side…feel lyk i knoe sumthin yang before i don’t even notice…
G SAKIT JIWA….
secara psikologis g resmi SAKIT…nemu yang baru lagi g…G CAPEK JADI PIHAK YANG SELALU MENGALAH…ataupun selalu jadi YANG KEDUA…karena g kebanyakan ngalah…ngalah…dan ngalah…bego jadinya…padahal kadang hal2 yang g ngalahin itu juga sama g pengenin bgt…
minjem punggung lage deh…
bete aja…
kenapa harus g jadi bemper….nggak dulu…ga skarang….
ga sama bokap…
ga sama nyokap…
ga sama anesh…
ga sama toda…
ga sama anak2 budweiser…
ga sama jason…
ga sama vels…
ga sama beto…
ga sama DYA…
ga sama si item…
ga sama mantannya cheesecake yang slalu dibandingin sama gue…
ga sama yang skarang2….sama semuaaaaaaaaaaa….
selalu harus ngalah…selalu jadi yang HARUS NGERTI…selalu jadi yang SAKIT untuk orang lain…selalu harus MAKSAIN SENYUM dan pura2 ga kenapa2…selalu jadi ANGEL YANG BERHATI BESAR untuk semua orang…
i’m not dat strong….
i’m not that tough….
and….
I’M REALLY TIRED OF THIS….
dan semua…sekali lagi….ga mau tau….
jadi semua…
akan berulang…
lagi…dan lagi….
CAPEK !!!
simpel aja…G MASIH SAYANG SETENGAH MATI SAMA DYA…wat kind of dumb am i? besides lyk he care gitu??? i’m totally idiot… n dis feelings kembali membuat g menjadi coward… dan… makin skeptis… now i hate him…or may i say…i HATE MYSELF OF LOVING HIM… DAMN….. huaaahhh capeknyaaaa… ternyata pindahan itu sangat melelahkan…pegal-pegal berkepanjangan, tapi barang2 yang begitu banyak belum semuanya rapi…aniwae…gapapa…semuanya terbayar lah…at least g punya KAMAR SENDIRI…BIG N FUN pula…sooo mee…walau masih agak berantakan tapi terbukti dah jadi favorit anak2 sesame untuk dibajak dan ditidurin rame2 sampe g harus menyingkir karena kamarna ga muat!!!resmi deh g buka hotel…HOTEL DORAMI…dimana anda harus melayani diri sendiri…iya lah…males g naek turun kya room boy ngambil ini-itu…gila dasar…g lama2 harus pasang tarif kamar juga rupanya…hehehe…mrk banyakan tidur di kamar g ya dibanding balik k rumah masing2…dasar gilaaa… truz…PUNCAK part 2 juga dah berjalan…hehehe…seperti yang kemaren…AWESOME…kembali berantem soal masak-memasak…heboh bgt…susah punya temen2 yang bakat jadi koki…bawel bgt…blon lagi mo nyari stipper yang ga jelas juntrungannya…stripper ga dapet, mobil mogok pula…berisik di villa yang gede banget, sampe begadang ga tidur bareng MashiMaro gara2 liatin lampu kota yang amazing bgt…truz lanjut sama nungguin sunrise…baru deh tepar sampe jam 12 hahaha…sayang bgt Mas g ga bisa ikut…padahal Kermit baru jemput g maleeeeem bgt…blon lagi cari makan bubur…eh restonya tutup…nyampe puncak…Kermit kembali ngeluarin komentar yang bikin semua orang sakit perut… "Tash,g dah nyampe nih…eh kita dimana sih??tempat apa ini???"…dasar…tetep ga seFENOMENAL "Elf itu…TAPIR kan???"<<<cuma orang gila yang bisa keluar komen kya gini…hahaha (tenang mit…kita2 masih sayang kok sama lo walaupun lo gila…hahaha) AMAZING deh… GA RUGI… oh ya…satu lagi…g baru liat dan tau kalo lagu JANGAN GANGGU BANCInya Project Pop itu beneran based on true story… Abis pertemuan mingguan BooBs di TA,…g mau balik kan tuh…bareng kermit n tasha…karena masih "sore" alhasil kita2 muter2 dulu deh…iseng liat bencong…eh di deket TL…mobilna Kermit dibrentiin aja dong, truz tu bencong angkat rok dan mulai berjoget semi-striptease gt…(clana dalemnya bunga2 aneh gt…dan kyanya dy dah operasi kelamin deh abis ‘rata’ bener…)karena dibrentiin di jalur kanan…kermit dengan galaknya nyuru tu bencong minggir eh tu bencong kagak mao…g dah panik aja…g cewe gt loh…di kursi depan…AAAAHHH…males bgt kejadian mobil yang dikejar2 bencong ngamuk ngejar2 pake sepatu hak yang siap disambitin gara2 liat ada cewe (yang mana adalah g) kembali terulang…takut bgt g…g dah siapin duit aja…baru maw g kasi…baru mo buka kaca…taw taw…TU BENCONG BENGONG SEJENAK DAN LANGSUNG ANGKAT ROK LEBIH TINGGI DAN LARI NGACIR ZIG-ZAG SAMBIL BERUSAHA NGELEPAS SEPATU HAKNYA YANG TINGGI BGT…SUMPAH LARINYA CEPET BGT KYA PEMAEN BOLA…dan kemudian g baru tau…ADA TRANTIB YANG NGEJAR2 MEREKA…KETANGKEP DEH TU BENCONG…KEJAMBAK GT RAMBUTNYA…g, kermit dan tasha langsung bengong sejenak untuk kemudian…KETAWA NGAKAK KUENCEEENNNGGG BGT!!!!!ya ga baek seh (maap ya cong…) karena ketawa di atas penderitaan orang laen…tp sumpah seumur idup baru sekali itu g ngalamin yang kya gitu…paraaaaaahhhh…maaafff bgt buat para bencong2 ibukota…ga maksud sumpah…ga maksud bgt…tapi lucu aja dimana dari feminin tiba jd maskulin gt…pas lari tuh ga ada cewe2nya…sumpaaahhh…kaget aja g…SEKALI LAGI MAAP BERIBU MAAPPPP…GA MAKSUUUDDD… sumpah…ga terlupakan bgt deh… akhir2 ini g lebih bnyk ketawa…seneng bgt…taon lalu nangiiiiis mulu…sediiiiihhhh mulu…hahaha…DYA sih…tapi liat deh Ndul…g dah move on…makasih buat pelajaran yang dah lo kasi, dan temen2 baru yang dah lo kasi juga…tanpa lo…tanpa tangisan dan sayang g ke lo waktu itu…hari ini ga akan pernah ada…MAKASIH BGT NDUL…lo dah bikin hidup gue jadi lebih berwarnaaa…hahaha THANK GOD ONCE AGAIN karena ngasi g kesempatan mencintai lo Ndul…hanya untuk sebuah kehidupan yang lebih baik dan berwarna…teman2 yang lebih mengenal kata tulus…dan serpihan hati yang sudah mendekati utuh… THX BGT NDUL…hehehe…how’s ur work aniwae??? huaaayyy…baru nulis lagi…dah 2007 loh…dah lewat nyaris setaon juga dari masanya DYA… TAON BARU g kali ini tobh…ga kya taun kemaren yang agak nyesek…bareng sama temen2 baru, orang2 baru…(walau sedikit sedih juga karena Mas g dan beberapa orang lain ga bisa ikut…) sama2 nginep di villa yang creepy abiz, sampe nonton kembang api yang dah kya perang irak…alias rame banget…sama2 masuk angin, jadi kere rame2 dan repot cari makanan murah sampe ni perut dah lapeeeerrr bener…truz masak dengan bumbu minim tapi rasa bagaikan resto…huehue…(keajaiban tangan g, RW, adhi, n karta huehue…) taon baru kemaren ini, dya masih jadi orang pertama yang g telepon…sayangnya ga diangkat…abis itu hape gue error berkepanjangan pula…kangen masa2 deket sama dya si sebenernya…dan segala sesuatu yang ngingetin g sama dya…but life must go on…dan g milih untuk terus maju…nggak pernah lagi duduk2 di favourite spot g dimasa suka nungguin dya…nggak pernah nangis lagi untuk dya…walau masih tersisa sayang…biarin aja rasa itu mengendap untuk kemudian hilang… untung masih ada mereka… untung aja g ga sendirian… ga kebayang kalo sendirian… oh ya taon ini…g mutusin untuk ngejar mimpi g…doakan yah…dan tolong terus ingetin g untuk tetap down to earth alias tetep ngejejak tanah…kalo2 g dah ga jadi diri g sendiri…g butuh dukungan kalian…doakan yaaa….
I don’t wear lipstick everyday I’m a no learner, think, take Well this is me I believe in just one God I’ve lived to run, stand, not to crawl Well this is me Go ahead and dive -anggun- it’s just me…wit all in me…and everything i wanna be…thx to those whose always believe in me… duh dah lama ga nulis blog…kerjaan numpuk…huh kya kerja rodi deh…waktu untuk main2 ga ada deh…oh ya…OPAku dah tiada kini…tgl 27 oct kemaren…moga2 dia dah seneng di sana skarang… dah maw natal…banyak yg brubah dalam idup g skarang…dah mulai bisa relain dan perlahan lupain dya…(walopun philophobicnya blon sembuh), mulai keluar dari sarang, dan belajar dari kesalahan yang lalu…mulai nemu temen2 baru…dan memulai masalah dengan musuh lama…(uuuhhh…minta dibantai tu manusia…) mulai mikirin mimpi g…dan mencoba menggapainya…walopun ga ngarep…lebih nyaman dengan diri sendiri, mulai ngurangin guilty feeling dan belajar…egoisme kadang perlu…kalo lo ga mao diinjek2 !!!apalagi oleh orang2 ga berperasaan…dan TOLOL… g mau blajar lagi…soal hidup…soal g…soal dya…soal mereka…soal hati ini…dan lukanya yang tak kunjung sembuh…soal binar yang tersisa…soal cinta yang tak kunjung pudar…soal keluarga…soal bokap dan nyokap…soal sesuatu yang bernama MIMPI… semoga natal kali ini dapat memberikan sedikit keajaibannya…
MY BELOVED GRANPA… opa…kita disini bakal terus kangen sama jayuznya opa…bakal selalu inget cemilan yang opa suka…bakal selalu sisihin coklat di lemari es buat diumpetin biar ga ketauan oma kalo opa makan coklat…opa bae2 ya disana…moga2 di surga banyak yang jualan coklat… cucu2mu masih suka kangen kalo ngeliat kursi di pojokan…kita sayang opa… There is an essence in the water There is a spirit in the sky There is a spider drawing webs To crucify a fly The fly is drawing nearer Just as if he knew How we all must fit the pattern How the pattern must fit you Everybody say amen These are the dreams of ordinary men This is the world that we’ll be living in Out of the dreams of ordinary men I mistook all your intentions But you never did deceive I have a helpless fascination For the web you wove for me We had nightly public beatings But we slept in private hells And I feel no guilt or vengeance We just couldn’t help ourselves So what’s the answer I have to find To change my world like I change my mind And change my life If I could only change my dreams -dragon- ps: i choose my own way...dan itu ga pernah gampang... sama seperti kalian yang bilang mau ngejar mimpi... g yakin mimpi gue juga hanya tertunda sementara.... Terlambatku menyusuri jalan ini Pergi cinta lupakanlah aku cinta Terlambatku memenangkan hatimu Berat hati menerima kekalahanku Pergi cinta lupakanlah aku cinta -Audy- buat seseorang disana…g kangen liat binar mata lo lagi…plz…jangan biarin binar itu ilang…i do miss ur sparkling eyes… My shattered dreams and broken heart Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands Standing close to someone else Now I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone I gave my best to you Nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind this time Stop living a lie I guess I'm down to my last cry I was here, you were there Guess we never could agree While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain on me Still I sit all alone Wishing all my feeling was gone Gotta get over you Nothing for me to do But have one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind this time Stop living a lie I know I gotta be strong Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on I'm gonna dry my eyes Right after I end my one last cry One last cry Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time Been living a lie I guess I'm down I guess I'm down I guess I'm down... to my last cry -Brian McKnight- para : mi tokage-kun...gez dis was da last time i shed a tears 4 u...trough my heart hurts deeply Should have told you by now, but I can't find the words, oh no If I could show you somehow, but I don't have the nerve, oh yeah You don't see me looking at you, how can love be so blind Somehow you don't notice me, sooner or later there will come a time, baby If you needed somebody, the way that I need you If you wanted somebody, the way that I want you Oh yeah, the way that I want you If I could hold you tonight, it would last me forever But the time's never right, when will we be together, oh no If I could make you understand, what you're doing to me Maybe there will come a time, when sooner or later I will make you see, baby Ooh, if I could tell you now, the way you make me feel Ooh, if I could show you somehow, don't you know my lovin' is oh so real If you needed somebody, I need you, I want you, I gotta tell you The way that I need you And if you wanted somebody, the way that I want you... -bad company- para : mi tokage-kun... cruising when the sun goes down i would find all the lost pieces hey hey hey you’re the one take me to your place i’ll come running to you you’re the one, you’re my inspiration -Glenn Fredly- teruntuk dya yang kucinta…sekarang…dan harap untuk selamanya… You’re not sure that you love me And it’s alright, yeah, I’ll be fine Now you can drag out the heartache You’re not making up your mind Yeah, yeah Leave the pieces when you go (oh yeah) -the wreckers- always dedicated to the one dat i always love…the one dat made love feels lyk hell…the one bozu-kun… I thought that you'd be loving me I thought you were the one who'd stay forever But now forever's come and gone And I'm still here alone 'Cause you were only playing You were only playing with my heart I was never waiting, I was never waiting for the tears to start It was you Who put the clouds around me It was you Who made the tears fall down It was you Who broke my heart in pieces It was you, it was you Who made my blue eyes blue Oh, Never should have trusted you I thought that I'd be all you need In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven And now my heavens gone away And I'm out in the cold 'Cause you had me believing You had me believing in a lie Guess I couldn't see it Guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye It was you Who put the clouds around me It was you Who made the tears fall down It was you Who broke my heart in pieces It was you, it was you Who made my blue eyes blue Oh, Never should have trusted you ' Cause you were only playing You were only playing with my heart I was never waiting I was never waiting for the tears to start It was you Who put the clouds around me It was you It was you Who put those clouds around me It was you Who made the tears fall down Only you Who broke my heart in pieces It was you It was you Who made my blue eyes blue oh, never should have trusted you oh, never should have trusted you oh, never should have trusted you oh, never should have trusted you -eric clapton- 4: watashi wa tokage-kun... What you see’s not what you get Your eyes, they sparkled You know you did it Sometimes shattered, never open You know you did it There is nothing you can say What you see’s not what you get You know you did it I’m already gone buat : bozu-kun…i’m movin on… aku berjalan dalam segala keterbatasanku…. mencintainya masih menjadi sebuah lagu rindu…. hatiku masih biru… pedih bercampur haru… aku telah melepasnya….namun bukan berarti aku lalu berhenti mencintainya… jantung ini masih berdetak untuknya…entah sampai kapan… karena bagiku memang hanya ada dya… horeee…senang…dya akhirnya sudah bisa senyum BAHAGIAAA sekali…tapi bukan karena g…ada seseorang di hatinya…sudah resmi sekarang…pada awalnya g memang ancur….ancur bgt…tapi g sadar posisi g…gadis itu tipe idamannya sekali…g ga bisa berbuat apa-apa kecuali mendoakannya bahagia…karena g mang cm pgn lyat dya bahagia…walau g harus sakit… g banyak bertukar pikiran dengan orang2 hebat akhir2 ini…dan semua itu membuat g makin kuat ngejalanin idup…sama mantepnya seperti keputusan g untuk move on…moga2 dy dapat buat g tambah dewasa di dekatnya… makasih buat semua kenangannya…makasih buat dukungan teman2…dan kalian2 yang mencintaiku apa adanya…ur love means evrythin to me… aku akan selalu sayang kamu… -thx juga buat temen2 tuker pikiran akhir2 ini…anggie,dema,velz n jaze,mila,bola dan seluruh freaky family yang ga berhenti untuk mendukung gue dan ngasi semangat…aku cinta kalian semua…juga buat Mas-ku dan segenap MINKers…- I stand before you accused of many crimes But I want to believe that love can still survive You don't have to say it, I don't have to read your mind To know that emptiness has finally arrived How was I to know right from wrong Words were hardly spoken, so where did I go wrong Tell me honestly, if you're still loving me Looking into my eyes honestly Words have more meaning, if they're said at certain times I need you now so I can feel alive How would you know if you won't give me some time To see if everything could work you'll be mine I'll be lost forever or someday I may find The words that I've been searching for or just some peace of mind All the nights I sit and wonder there must be more life I'm sure that days and years go by while I am living with, living with a lonely feeling -Harem Scarem- Dearest : My Iris...gud luck starting ur new life.... Oh brother I can’t, I can’t get through I’ve been trying hard to reach you ’cause I don’t know what to do Oh brother I can’t believe it’s true I’m so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you Oh I wanna talk to you You can take a picture of something you see In the future where will I be? You can climb a ladder up to the sun Or a write a song nobody has sung or do Something that’s never been done Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can’t find your missing piece? Tell me how do you feel? Well I feel like they’re talking in a language I don’t speak And they’re talking it to me So you take a picture of something you see In the future where will I be? You can climb a ladder up to the sun Or a write a song nobody has sung or do Something that’s never been done, to you Something that’s never been done So you don’t know where you’re going and you wanna talk And you feel like you’re going where you’ve been before You tell anyone who’ll listen but you feel ignored Nothing’s really making any sense at all, let’s talk Let’s talk, let’s talk, let’s talk -coldplay- Maskuuuuw…onii-chan…huhu…sediiiiihh… Description: Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In general, you are a very sweet, caring person! Occasionally you can work up a stormyour anger getting to the best of you, but otherwise, youre just yourself most of the time. You love to kick back and hang out with your friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to read a book and catch up on your studies. You love the wildlife and you can always seem to make the day better. Your lover/friends/family is/are the luckiest person/people in the world, because people like you are rare to come across. You love life and live it to the fullest but always still have your head in reality. +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Quote: Only mediocrity can be trusted to be always at its best. (Sir Max Beerbohm) +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Poem Verse: A Sunset without a sun is no sunset at all. A life without love is no life at all. A rainbow without colors is no rainbow at all. And heart without feelings is no human at all. (Rachel Fogle) +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Symbol: A snowflake (bliss to encounter) +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Intelligent Type: Your anime personality is the Intelligent Type. You tend to enjoy books, and learning. You usually keep to yourself, but are loud when needed to be. You aren’t afraid to think outside the box, and people are likely to come to you for help, because of your intellect. You may also have labels such as “geek” or “nerd,” but fear not! The geeks of today are going to rule the world tomorrow. Element: Wind Weapon: Spear
Not greedy by nature, the Satisfied knows of what they have achieved and earned, and feels content with that. Materialistic impulses happen rarely, if ever, and they don’t value possessions and trends nearly as much as most do. The Satisfied usually have a calm personality and tend to be full of care, whether they are open with it or not. Of course they can be selfish, but their selfless nature proceeds that by far. Downsides are that the Satisfied may be taken advantage of, in the likes of favours per se. It is in their nature to help, and they can be big push-overs when it’s about injustice towards themselves. Also, since they don’t want to bother their peers and close ones, they keep most of their problems inside. If this builds up they may start to suffer in silence, a completely unnecessary act. Because they have a hard time to say no, and since people may use them, with time the Satisfied could grow hateful and distrusting. However, it appears now, that they are not. They reckon that some people are bad news and stay away from them. They stay with their own group of trusted people instead. As the Satisfied’s name implies, they don’t seem to have any dreams or goals. That is a perception not quite true. As any other human being, they do have them. But the difference is, that the Satisfied are content with their life even if the dream would not come true. Quote: "It is not length of life, but depth of life." -Ralph Waldo Emerson coba aja… I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do Not seeing that loving you That’s what I was trying to do -rascall flatts- dedicated...my bozu kun...if there's da hardest thang i do in my life ...are to not lovin you,and pretend dat were a damn good friend when i cannot even luv u as a friend... do u feel it?...do u care?...do u notice?... What day is it Cause it’s you and me and all of the people All of the things that I want to say Cause it’s you and me and all of the people Something about you now Cause it’s you and me and all of the people You and me and all of the people What day is it -lifehouse- dedicated to : my bozu-kun… Who knows how long I've loved you, You know I love you still, Will I wait a lonely lifetime, If you want me to I will. For if I ever saw you, I didn't catch your name, But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same. Love you forever and forever, Love you with all my heart; Love you whenever we're together, Love you when we're apart. And when at last I find you, Your song will fill the air, Sing it loud so I can hear you, Make it easy to be near you, For the things you do endear you to me, oh, you know I will. I will. dearest : watashi wa bozu-kun... Pisces is the twelfth Sign of the Zodiac, and it is also the final Sign in the Zodiacal cycle. Hence, this Sign brings together many of the characteristics of the eleven Signs that have come before it. Pisceans, however, are happiest keeping many of these qualities under wraps. These folks are selfless, spiritual and very focused on their inner journey. They also place great weight on what they are feeling. Yes, feelings define Pisceans, and it’s not uncommon for them to feel their own burdens (and joys) as well as those of others. The intuition of the Pisces-born is highly-evolved. Many people associate Pisceans with dreams and secrets, and it’s a fair association, since those born under this Sign feel comfortable in an illusory world. It’s a pair of Fish that represents Pisceans, a symbol which prompts others to suggest that these people ‘go with the flow’ and ‘don’t make waves.’ Both of these labels are true, since Pisceans are fluid and easy-going, in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign. The fact that two fish (as opposed to one) represent the members of this Sign also speaks to the duality of Pisceans, their yin and yang sensibility. Pisceans alternate between reality and non-reality in keeping with their introspective natures; their voyage between consciousness and an unconscious dream state says much about their intuitive, almost psychic natures. For this reason, Pisceans can be hard to pin down, prompting some to call them the chameleons of the Zodiac. The Fish are happy to be considered hazy, since there’s a certain sense of safety in that self-proclaimed netherworld. That said, they won’t stay away for long, since one of their primary goals is to help others. Pisceans are compassionate, charitable and will quickly put the needs of others ahead of their own. It’s this kind of self-sacrifice which keeps these folks going. The flip side to their giving natures is that oft-timid Fish are likely to be taken advantage of by less well-meaning souls. Pisces is ruled by the Planets Jupiter and Neptune. In ancient Roman mythology, Jupiter (the original ruler of Pisces) was the king of the gods, while Neptune was the ruler of the seas. When Neptune was discovered in recent times, it was attached to this Sign. The pairing of these two heavenly bodies results in some unique energies being directed toward Pisceans here on Earth. Those born under this Sign are spiritually oriented and charitable. They are compassionate, easily feeling another’s pain. At times, however, Pisceans can have difficulty distinguishing fact from fantasy: they tend to get caught up in their dreams and views of how things should be. To say they wear rose-colored glasses isn’t much of a stretch. Pisceans who fear that their pleas aren’t being heard tend to lapse into melancholy and, worse, the kind of pessimism which leads to procrastination and lethargy. At times like this, Pisceans are well-served to take some time for themselves, the better to find their center once again. Many Pisceans also immerse themselves in the arts and other creative pursuits as a centering mechanism, and they are quite talented in these areas. The Element associated with Pisces is Water. Those born under this Sign easily relate to the emotional and unpredictable nature of this liquid gold. Pisceans feel a great deal, and they also feel misunderstood much of the time. They’re not quite pushovers, but they’re certainly sensitive. Yes, they could cry you a river if the circumstances were right. Even so, they revel in their compassionate and imaginative natures and love to cater to others. They can also be quite romantic, dreaming up delicious treats for their lover. Hopefully, any kindness will be reciprocated, because the Fish can certainly turn blue if they’re not. Pisceans are generally gentle, easy-going folk, who are on the shy and reticent side. They are modest to the point of impracticality, often stepping up only to show their talents in painting or music. Easiest for the Fish (and still great fun) is living in their lush dream world. More relaxation for the Fish comes in the way of sports, specifically water sports. Pisceans love to swim, and it’s this easy glide in a pool or the sea which serves to alleviate much of their stress. Once their mind is at ease, the Fish are well-advised to focus on their feet, a frequent source of discomfort. Soothing comfort does come in a world colored in purple and soft white. When it comes to the game of love, Pisceans are caring and romantic and a most creative mate. The great strength of the Pisces-born is their compassionate and charitable nature. These folks love to help others and do so in the most imaginative of ways. It’s their feeling sensibility that wins people over. Symbol: the Fish Goddess of Fire
Weakness: Water Power over: Fire, flames, volcanoes Info: You are passionete and strong. You know whats right, and you (usually) do it. You try to be calm under pressure, but sometimes, you explode. Life isn’t a challenge to you. You just need to work on controling your temper. your a happy angel you love life and everything in it. You bright up the world with your smile and are the most sweetest thing around. colour:yellow element:air Quote:Life is a book so write your own story Flower:daisy Stone:amethyst Drama God: You have the uncanny ability to create drama. no matter what happens, when you get drunk something crazy is gonna happen.
-Ellie Puji Astuti- dearest : bozu-kun… Love , can't you see I'm alone Can't you give this fool a chance A little love is all I ask A little kindness in the night Please don't leave me behind No , don't tell me love is blind A little love is all I ask And that is all Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long I've been searchin' high and low And little love is all I ask A little sadness when you go Maybe you'll need a friend Only please don't let's pretend A little love is all I ask And that is all I wanna spread my wings But I just can't fly As a string of pearls The pretty girls go sailin' by Ocean deep I'm so afraid to show my feelings I have sailed a million ceilings In my solitary room Ocean deep Will I ever find a lover Maybe he has found another And as I cry myself to sleep I know this love of mine I'll keep Ocean deep Now , can't you hear when I call Can't you hear the word I say A little love is all I ask A little feelin' when we touch Why am I still alone I've got a heart without a home A little love is all I ask And that is all I'm so lonely , lonely , lonely On my own in my room I'm so lonely I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ... -Cliff Richard- para : bozu-kun... Is that someone you used to date Why's she hanging around here, what's her story Doesn't she know that it's too late That the party is over and the car is for me Why don't you tell her what's been going on Cause she seems to be dreaming, instead of just leaving If you don't have the heart to fill her in Then just step aside and let me lay it on the line Cause you're mine And tonight, you don't revolve around her You're mine And this time, I'm gonna scream a little louder Don't wanna be like Every other girl in the world Like every other one who wants you Cause when I see you, something inside me burns And then I realize, I wanna come first I wanna come first You look at me and I just die It's like heaven arriving in my mind And I can't believe all this jealousy I used to be a girl who could let a guy breathe But you're mine And tonight, you revolve around me You're mine And this time, I'm gonna get a little louder Don't wanna be like Every other girl in the world Like every other one who wants you Cause when I see you, something inside me burns And then I realize, I wanna come first I wanna come first Don't wanna be like every girl who's tried to get you I wanna be the one who's never sorry that she met you I wanna come first, yeah, I wanna come first Don't wanna be like Every other girl in the world Like every other one who wants you Cause when I see you, something inside me burns And then I realize, I wanna come first I wanna come first Don't wanna be like Every other girl in the world Like every other one who wants you Cause when I see you, something inside me burns And then I realize, I wanna come first I wanna come first -Lindsay Lohan- dearest : tokage-kun... duh…ternyata memang bener deh kata orang…ga da lagi yang namanya TULUS dan MURNI di dunia ini…sedih, nyesek, capek…setelah sekian lama g berpandangan kalo hal tersebut ada dan berusaha setengah mati untuk menjadi seperti itu buat orang-orang, meyakini hal tersebut…dan berusaha untuk itu hanyalah suatu kesia-siaan yang amat besar… SKEPTIS ??? memang…malah sudah sampe pada puncaknya…g ga taw musti ngapain lagi…semua sekarang serba abstrak…g butuh keheningan, bukan orang-orang yang berteriak-teriak mana salah atau benar… g nggak taw…kenapa SUPERNOVA kemarin begitu mempengaruhi hidup g…tentang hati dan otak yang makin tak sejalan…bahkan g ga yakin apa g masih punya HATI?…ada seorang teman…dulu…yang selalu bilang ke g untuk selalu menggunakan hati g, namun apa yang terjadi…ketika g lagi mengeksplorasi semuanya…mencoba melangkah kemana hati g melangkah…entah bener ato salah yang belum jelas…tiba2 dia bertindak seakan api yang mulai nyulut bensin…laLu…DUAAAAAAAAARRRR…terjadilah SUPERNOVA itu… sekali lagi g balik ke titik nol…kembali ga percaya apapun…kembali paranoid…kembali gelap…kembali…jatuh…ancuur… truz…seakan dunia masih belum puas sama apa yang dah dilakuin…secara bertubi-tubi…pelan tapi pasti…DYA pun membawa g ke lubang kehancuran yang sama…kebohongan demi kebohongan yang mulai terungkap…motif-motif yang makin nyata terlihat… ternyata g memang terlalu NAIF…mereka ternyata sama… ini ketiga kalinya…dan menurut g dah cukup…g muak orang selalu menilai diri g…seakan mereka taw mana yang paling baik…mana yang paling bener…selalu bertindak seakan mereka hadir atas nama cinta… CINTA itu sendiri apa ?…khayal…ya segumpal khayal…karena itu…lo bisa ngerasa SAKIT…karena itu semua ga nyata… g capek sayang sama orang…siapapun itu…g capek sayang sama diri g…karena g sayang pun g akan tetep SAKIT…ga ngubah keadaan…ga bikin g jadi orang baik…terlebih jadi orang jahat… what all of dis crap?…g dulu adalah orang yang yakin cuma cinta yang masih bisa g perjuangin di hidup g…cinta dari keluarga g…dan "keluarga" g…now…DAT’S SEEMS LYK CRAP to me…punya hati tuh ternyata ga enak…lo jadi sering dimanfaatin orang…kalo kata orang lo beruntung…mereka bohong…sekarang coba lo liat…perampok…yang masih punya hati…dy ga akan bunuh korbannya kalo ketauan…tapi…apa coba yang didapet sama rampok itu…dy yang mati digebugin massa gara2 tu korban treak2 "rampok…rampok!!!"…apa enaknya coba…sementara semua orang bilang kalo kematian perampok itu setimpal sama perbuatannya…padahal perbuatannya adalah selain MERAMPOK tentunya…membiarkan korbannya HIDUP dan ngelanjutin idupnya…taw gitu kan mendingan dibunuh aja tu korban…bener ga…sama2 enak…toh hasil akhirnya rata2 sama…maw ada yg mati ato ga…tetep sering ada dendam dan trauma…damagenya aja yang beda… skarang lo semua masih mo pada bilang punya hati itu enak ???… mau contoh laen…orang yang akhirnya mati demi nyelametin orang laen…karena dy punya hati…dy kasian…nah orang yang ditolong…iya kalo bener…kalo ternyata ga taw berterima kasih gimana…terlepas dari cara apapun itu…hayooo…mending dibiarin mati… masih pada mo bilang punya hati tu enak ??? masih pada mo bilang kalo apa yang g denger adalah yang pengen g denger doang ???, lo ga nanya…sapa yang ngajarin g, untuk mendengar hanya yang ingin g dengar ???? oh ya…jadi orang sabar juga ga enak…lo disalah2in mulu sama orang2 yang ga sabar…sementara perbandingan orang sabar sama ga sabar di muka bumi ini 1 : 50.000…frustasi juga kan lo… huh…apa g jadi kya gini salah ???, salah g lagi ???…truz apa kabar orang2 yang ikut andil bikin g kya gini ?…lo masih mo bilang…pake hati adalah kelebihan g ??? tae lah… GOOD GIRLS GOES TO HEAVEN AND BAD GIRLS GOES EVERYWHERE… salah yah ? ga kan…mo bilang apa lagi ? iya g dah PARAH…udah STADIUM LANJUT…tinggal nunggu matinya doang…truz kenapa ???…setidaknya g brani ngadepin GELAP itu sendirian…mang lo semua pada kemana ketika g ke sana ???…MATI doang apa yang ditakutin seh ??? buat MY PAIN IN DA ASS…makasih atas semua kepura-puraan lo…g dah ga butuh…dan g masih akan cari cara buat ngebunuh semua rasa ini… buat TRIGGER OF MY SUPERNOVA…dah puas ???jadi supernova g ??? enak ???, udah puas nyari pembenaran akan sesuatu yang telah lo lakuin ??? highschool stereotype test…
-yihaaa…so rete…- inner power test… Friendship- Your inner power is Friendship! Your friends mean everything to you, as you do to them. You are generally a happy, laid back person who anyone can approach. You love more than anything to make new friends and hang out with your old ones. Everyone generally loves you for being such an awesome, cheerful person. You have heaps of close friends, and can think of nothing better to chat on the phone for hours with them, or hang out with them whenever you can. Youd die to protect your friends from harm, and are always there for them, no matter what. Life for you is just a breeze, with the friends you have, life is all but perfect. And if you are ever brought down, like youd do for them, your friends would just pick you right back up again, and be there for you no matter what. You have a positive outlook on life, and people love to be around you because of your joyful, bouncy nature. You probably love a good joke and tease your friends until they are bright red, but they love you all the same. Good on you for being so positive! With your attitude, and all your friends, life for you were usually be great! -hmmm…spesifik yah wat’s my weapon test… Your weapon is a wizzard wand!! -hogwarts RULES…hahaha…ternyata g adalah harry potter… ;p- wat kind of boyfren dat i need test…
-huh…r u dat understanding?…kenapa selalu dieem aja seh? skali2 i wanna knoe wat u think bout me…wat u feel…i do love u dat much…do u…feel it,understand it…or juz don’t care? hate u but love u lyk hell too Ndul…my iris…JMP- my soul born test…
true personality test…
-lucky bgt g masih normal…kirain PSYCHO…hahaha-
what’s ur flava test…
-wow…strawberry…-
kind of person test…
-result paling keren…lyk it much…soo mee :)-
type of soul test…
- ga juga ny…ngaco…ga 100% valid…-
sweet or evil test…
-hell noo…i’m evil… :(- greek goddess test…
-ya boleh deh…ada benernya… :p- type of fighting style… your in the middle of the battle using your sword with expertise, you are well practised and take pride in your skill -hell yea…cihuuuiii…- what’s in my eyes test…
-kadang…tapi banyakan gaknya tuh…-
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness and challenges. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Art is significant in your life, people are scum but you have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and you will either forget about art or hate the world.
You are not a child of the 60’s but your heart is true to the cause, man. You realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs, too! You’ve got your mother and your brother So before you point your finger I’m looking for attention, I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school I know you know I know I’m looking for attention I want a love, I want a fire I’m looking for attention If you don’t have the answer -Kelly Clarkson- Dearest : My Iris…from my psycho side of view…from my pride side of view… I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son I don’t have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be I don’t want to be anything other than me I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn Am I the only one to notice? I can’t be the only one who’s learned I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be I don’t want to be anything other than me Can I have everyone’s attention please If you're not like this and that You’re gonna have to leave I came from the mountain, the crust of creation My whole situation made from clay to stone And now I’m telling everybody I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be I don’t want to be anything other than me I don’t want to be I don’t want to be I don’t want to be I don’t want to be -GAVIN DEGRAW- For all da fuckin' somebody who think you're GOOD and dat... those who just can't accept me for being ME...i'm beggin ya'll...wud ya plz... STOP MAKIN ME BEING SOMEBODY DAT I DON'T EVEN KNOE... i'm juzt ME...juzt an ordinary ME...
You are abrasive, some people really hate you, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that you hang out with and get you. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em. -BIATCH TEST-
-GOTH TEST- I am 68% Emo. -EMO TEST- Selesai sudah…semua yang dah g pendam di otak dan hati g…sakit…tapi juga lega…karena dya ga perlu berpura2 lagi kalo memang g lagi annoying…ga perlu berusaha ngejaga perasaan g lagi…lagian g dah cape nangis gara2 kelakuannya yang suka ga jelas…entah mengganggap g sebagai pure temen atau malah memanfaatkan kelemahan g akan dya… Salah ga sih langkah yang dah g ambil ?, ketika banyak orang yang nyelametin g karena g dah berhasil lepas dr hal yang bisa terus2an nyakitin g itu…g malah ngerasa ANEH…g ga berhasil perjuangin mimpi g sampe akhir lagi…g nyerah di tengah jalan lagi…BEGOkah g ??? atau ini adalah salah satu kejeniusan g karena g udah menyelamatkan diri g sendiri dari ujung jurang… Aku masih mencintainya…masih…sangat…dan aku tahu…aku masih akan terus mencintainya…aku hanya muak dipermainkan…oleh waktu…oleh keadaan…oleh segala sesuatu yang serba tak jelas… Mungkin cara g yang salah…g dah terpengaruh sama impian romantisme yang pernah seseorang ceritakan pada gue dan nampak begitu indah…walau kandas juga akhirnya…tapi kan mereka dah sempet nikmatin fairytale itu….dan semuanya tampak begitu perfect…pluz mengingat seseorang itu pernah jadi penasehat g hingga beberapa saat lamanya… Sebegitu jauhkah g kehilangan kontrol akan diri gue… Mungkin…g masih punya kesempatan…hanya aja…g bener2 butuh waktu buat diri g sendiri tampaknya… G udah jadi bukan g banget…dan kalo memang ternyata dya punya perasaan yang sama kya g…dya juga ga akan mau orang yang dya cinta ga jadi dirinya sendiri kyanya…karena jujur…kalo g…iya… Seharusnya cuma kita berdua yang tau…kalo emang perasaan ini nyampe ke dya…dan sekian lama g sm dya temenan…g seharusnya sadar…dya kloningan g…kami tuh serupa bgt sifatnya…seharusnya g sangat dapat mengerti dya…apa g dah lupa esensi itukah? Pertanyaannya sekarang…lanjut ato gak perjuangan ini…dengan cara yang berbedakah?… dearest…my iris…i still love u…. Guembeeelll…Cihuuuuiii… truuuuzzz…kemana dan apa kabar hubungan gue dan Tata yaaa…hmm…ga taw tuh…still ngerasa kalo dia jaga jarak…jadi akhir2 ini gue lebih banyak menggila bareng Freaky Family…miss her actually…tapi ya udah lah… ….g bner2 ngarep kalo g ga harus lupain semua tentang dya…kya bunga Forget Me Not…tapi…semua kayanya harus berakhir deh…cukup sekian…. btw…cincin dari Beto yang g kasi ke dya…salama ini dipake buat kalung sama dya (masih)…actually g a bit flaterred…coz dat means…my heart being so close wit his heart, selama ini… -there’s nothin but u in my heart now and then…J.M.P…- I’m just Ordinary People…gembel bgt tu lagu…tapi bener…kmaren g hang out lagi setelah sekian lama ga hang out bareng sama formasi band g yg lengkap…tambah MINKERS, foto studio dan makan2…truz ngancurin mall dengan maen tonjok2an sampe mateee…hahaha…mallna sampe mo tutup…KANGEN bgt suasana kya gt…hubungan g dan Tata udah kembali normal…hubungan g dan DYA…uumm…sedang mengalami gangguan… G agak males juga seh sebenerna…nggantunggin harapan ke DYA…yang ga jelas gitu kelanjutannya…tapi g ga bisa ninggal juga…karena g maw berusaha… YA UDAH LAH…LETZ SEE WAT HAPPEN NEXT… Mas-na…adikmu lagi binun neeehhh…bantuin doooonnggg….huhu…sedih… I wanna be the face you see when you when you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me, need me Like I need you I wanna be the eyes that look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just want it all I wanna be you deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all you ever need I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me Cuz I need you more that you could know And I need you to never never let me go And I need to be deep inside your heart I just want to be everywhere you are I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream Cuz baby I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In your everything I want you to see me In your every dream Cuz baby I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me Like I need you, like I need you, like I need you -Celine Dion- Duh...buat seseorang...PEKA dikit dwooonngg...LEMOT bgt seh... NGEYEL bgt seh loooo...KERAS bgt seh jadi orang???!!! plz don't let dis feelings go away... i do LOVE you dat much... The more you see the less you know The less you find out as you go I knew much more then than I do now Neon heart dayglo eyes A city lit by fireflies They're advertising in the skies For people like us And I miss you when you're not around I'm getting ready to leave the ground.... Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Oh you look so beautiful tonight In the city of blinding lights Don't look before you laugh Look ugly in a photograph Flash bulbs purple irises The camera can't see I've seen you walk unafraid I've seen you in the clothes you made Can you see the beauty inside of me? What happened to the beauty I had inside of me? And I miss you when you're not around I'm getting ready to leave the ground Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Oh you look so beautiful tonight In the city of blinding lights Time... time Won't leave me as I am But time won't take the girl out of this woman Oh you look so beautiful tonight Oh you look so beautiful tonight Oh you look so beautiful tonight In the city of blinding lights The more you know the less you feel Some pray for others steal Blessings are not just for the ones who kneel... luckily -U2- huaa...u are dat BEAUTIFULL...only u...only u...and i miss you when u're not around...M.Pradiptaaa.... Malem minggu kemaren bener2 pantes dinobatin sebagai malam minggu TERINDAH…huhu…senangnya…hanya ada DYA seharian…never been any better situation than dis one…bner2 PERFECT SITUATION…aniwae terlepas dari itu semua…uaaahh…DILLEMATISM…man…g coba nge-clearin masalah yang tertunda sama dya…gez wat…g makin bingung sapa yg friend sapa yang foe…terlepas dari semua keterangannya…hati g mang lebih percaya ke dya…ga taw deh kalo ternyata salah…jujur…g bingung…berasa diantara 2 pilihan lagi gue…duuh…mbok ya MANUSIA2 YANG MINTA TOLONG KE GUE…BISA NGGAK SIH KALIAN GA BIKIN IDUP G TAMBAH RUWET?, DENGAN MENEMPATKAN GUE DIANTARA 2 PILIHAN GITU…MASA G MUSTI MAKAN BUAH SIMALAKAMA???…apalagi kalian adalah manusia2 penghuni hati gue yang makin penuh…mbok yaaa…tolong gitu loooo…kan hati gue bukan rumah kos…dan g ga bisa seenak udel ngebentak2 kalian tanpa pertimbangan sapa yang sakit sapa yang disakiti…mbok ya diselesaikan sendiri…kalo g ibu kos seh, sebodo teing…kalo bisa dua2nya g damprat…dah make tempat…bikin rusuh pula… " Lo nggak akan bantu orang lain untuk mengerti dirinya kalo lo nggak ngomong tentang kesalahannya di depan mukanya…kalo lo mau bantu dia…lo harus ngomong langsung pada orangnya…dengan begitu dia bisa belajar lebih mengerti tentang dirinya,dan ngertiin lo juga…" keren tuh kata2…tolong…berbuatlah seperti itu…I’M JUZ HUMAN… seharian sama DYA…bikin g makin sayang aja…DYA emang paling2 deh buat gue…meski dia BAJINGAN sekalipun…g ga keberatan…DYA sempet marah…karena g ga percaya sama DYA…ga da kebohongan yang g tangkep dr matanya…ya udah…enuff…g kemarin bikin kesepakatan kecil…dan moga2 dengan itu semuanya akan berjalan kembali normal… g memang bodoh…tapi g rela…cinta itu buta???…memang…tapi g ga buta…ada dya…g percaya sama dya…dya pasti nuntun g…dan YANG DIATAS…aku serahkan semua ke dalam tanganMU lah…YANG DIATAS dah pertemuin g dengan cowo paling2 yang bisa g temuin…not my dream boy…but he’s just fine…ga PERFECT…hanya CUKUP…dan itu enuff buat gue… Hati g tuh lucu bgt…bawelnya minta ampun…tapi kata2nya bener…kadang…g bingung…mana yang hati gue…mana otak gue yang super psycho yang ngomong…tapi ntar2nya pasti balik lagi… " Sesetan2nya setan…kalo anak setan dibunuh dia juga ngamuk…itu ngebuktiin kalo dia sayang sama anak setan…sebangsat2nya orang…g yakin kok…walau cuma setitik deh…dia pasti ada baeknya…TUHAN kan adil…kalo ada buruk pasti ada baek…tinggal masalah takarannya aja" ATD ‘06 buat Dya dan Mas-ku makasih akan pengertiannya…Dya…makasih akan kesepakatan kecil kita…g masih dan akan terus cinta sama lo…jadi jangan suruh brenti ya…dan pegang janji lo ke gue…ok…from now it’s only US…and….time…kita liat sapa yang lebih BERTAHAN lo…ato g… Is it too late? Nothing to salvage You look away Clear of the damage The meaning to Our words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie undercover so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So are you friend or foe 'Cause I used to know The promises Hollow concessions And innocent Show of affection I touch your hand A hologram Are you still there? Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear of the damage The meaning to Our words of love Has disappeared -T.A.T.U- Ketika semua semakin terasa kabur...aku pun tak tahu apakah kau benar2 dirimu
semua entah sirna, ucap tak bermakna, percaya kelak makin hilang
cinta tak perlu dimengerti...hanya rasa...jangan kau tambah prasangkamu...
lepaskan saja semua...
aku hanya ingin lepas...
Feb
11
2006
Balada Atma Expo,Sebuah Pengakuan,Tukang Ramal,Anak Rese dan Mas-ku…Posted by: angelthedevilz in UncategorizedHari2 seminggu belakangan ini bagai KAMPRETAN buat gue…kesibukan menjelang ATMA EXPO yang ternyata nggak berguna…(sial padahal dah capyek2), dan pengakuan seorang sahabat yang ternyata ngefek ke segi emosionalitas dan psikologis g setengah mati yang mengakibatkan perubahan sikap g secara signifikan kepada beberapa manusia (HALAAAH…BAHASA LUUUU…) terlebih seeehhh…yang nyolok bgt perubahan g ke DYA…penyebabnya masih sama…kegalauan gue bulan2 belakangan ini, truz kumulatif (halaaaahh…) masalah2 g yg ga kunjung kelar, sama perasaan yang tertekan dari seseorang yang nggak kunjung ilang juga walaupun g sudah berusaha untuk memakluminya…masih dan terus ngerasa kalo g nggak pernah enuff buat tu orang, dan g ngerasa makin dibentuk sesuai sama keinginan dia…lama2 sampe g agak lupa…gimana jadi gue yang bener2 gue… Malemnya g crita deh sama Mas-ku…soal semuanya…huuuuhhh…legaaaa deeehhh…soal g ma DYA mang complicated seeehhh…tapi yaaa gitu deh…g yakin kok sama prinsip air dan batu…mungkin kita lagi butuh jarak aja sepertinya…g butuh cari penyegaran…dan DYA jg butuh konsen sama idupnya…ya udah…mending g take it slow aja…kaya kata John Legend…dan g gebetin si BUCEK aja dulu…hehehehe…teteup… ;p ya gitu deh… CATATAN…BUAT ANAK YANG WAKTU ITU NGELAP INGUS PAKE POSTER FKIP!!!! KALO LO BACA BLOG INI…TAU NGGAK SEH LO YANG NAMANYA POSTER ITU BUKAN BUAT NGELAP INGUS!!!GUOBLLLLOOOOGGG BGT SEH…GA PERNAH TAU PENEMUAN YANG NAMANYA TISSUE YAH??? -ATD’06- Kulayangkan pandangku .. Melalui kaca jendela -padi- buat : 2002-41-074 M.Pradipta The stars are bright tonight i guess i will be allright and you are always right Take you as you are I love you just the way you are The stars are bright tonight And still I have my weaknesses But I, I -cranberries- dearly : M.Pradipta Dari jauh lubuk hatiku Buat : M.Pradipta…maaf yah…perasaan ini tak kunjung sirna… Berjalan lagi lalui hari, warnai hitam putih hidup ini Mencoba mencari impi jiwa Yang tertidur dalam derasnya Sisi dunia yang terus berputar membawa diriku Kucoba lagi tuk berbalik menatap jejak yang sempat kuukir Namun ternyata aku tertinggal Dari langkah-langkah yang berlalu cepat Meninggalkan diriku sendiri dalam sunyiku Dan aku tak ingin di sini tanpamu Menanti waktu yang berlalu Membawa ke batas nanti yang kurasa Takkan mungkin kutemui selamanya tanpa dirimu di sisiku Begitu rupa cobaan kutemui Mencoba menghempasku ke jalan penuh liku Dan kuanggap itu semua Bagian dari cerita hidupku yang takkan berakhir -padi- Buat : M.Pradipta…kangen neh ma lo ndul… hentikan… tolong hentikan!!! jangan lagi cabik hati ini… dengan impian dan khayal tentangmu hentikan… hentikan otak ini yang terus memproduksi imaji dirimu jutaan…milyaran… semuanya tentangmu… tolong jangan bicara aku tak mau mendengar pergi saja… jangan hiraukan karena aku masih bukan dia seberapa kerasnya aku mencoba aku tetap bukan dirinya sesak sungguh menyesak aku tak sanggup bernafas …aku ingin mati… karena aku akan berhenti menghirupmu wahai oksigenku… denyut yang menghidupkanku gen yang mengalir dalam darahku …aku ingin mati… akankah kau pergi? bawa semua rindu ini bawa semua cinta ini kubur saja semua aku tak inginkannya buang senyummu buang !!! aku telah usang… cinta ini kian usang… merana… toh aku sudah mati… jiwaku kosong sukma melompong hanya… ya… hanya raga… nanti juga sirna… untuk : M.Pradipta…g nggak kuaaatt ndul…plz…tetep jadi "napas" g…g nggak kuaatt… I thought that I knew about ‘em Goodbye, goodbye I thought that I new about ‘em -TLC- dadah…dadah… Every now and then I get a little crazy That's not the way it's supposed to be Sometimes my vision is a little hazy I can't tell who I should trust or just who I let trust me (yeah) People try to say I act a little funny But that's just a figure of speech to me They tell me I changed because I got money But if you were there before then you're still down with me What about your friends Will they stand their ground Will they let you down hey What about your friends are they gonna be low down Will they ever be around or will they turn their backs on you Well is it me or can it be I'm a little too Friendly so to speak hypothetically Say I supply creativity to what others Must take as a form of self-hate Only to make an enemy Which results in unfortunate destiny They dog me out then be next to me Just cause I am what some choose to envy Every now and then I get a little easy I let a lot of people depend on me I never though they would ever deceive me Don't you know when times got rough I was standing on my own I'll never let another get that close to me You see I've grown a lot smarter now Sometimes you have to choose and then you'll see If your friend is true they'll be there with you Through the thick and thin Yo is it me, is it me or can it be I am a little too friendly So to speak hypothetically 'Cause I supply creativity to what others Must take as a form of self-hate Only to make an enemy Which results in unfortunate destiny They dog me out then be next to me Just cause I am what some choose to envy People say I act a little funny I wouldn't change not for no money I'll be a friend as long as you're a friend to me (yeah, yeah) Even though I might seem easy It don't give you no cause to deceive me It's not the way that I want my friends to ever be -TLC- watta felt...watta been tru... |
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